Free Cee I Reckon I Despise When I Come In Second

I RECKON I DESPISE WHEN I COME SECOND You have no idea how much it hurts when insult comes to beckon and I realize that no matter what my wish comes second there's always a pillar of doubt standing in the way of my devotion and you are playing with a man with a raw emotion I ask you to do something but something comes first and nothing I can think of can feel any worse knowing that someone comes before me and it happens repeatedly I don't ask much, at least that's my belief and the way you treat me brings nothing but grief when you need something done I drop everything in favor of you and i'm tired of the selfish things you do I could be anxious to have you listen to me but someone else has you do something benevolently forget the notion that you should consider my need before all involved and this is a problem that may never be solved you can't imagine how badly it makes me feel when you say “don't worry, it's no big deal” well to me it's major and I'm tired of being shoved aside it's a notion this storm of a man can no longer abide © 2012......PHREEPOETREE ~free cee!~