FRAUENKIRCHE RATZINGER DISCOVERING MY ALTER EGOS EMDR
FRAUENKIRCHE MEETING RATZINGER MY HAPPY PLACE COPING WITH ALTER EGOS WHO TAKE OVER SOMETIMES WHEN PTSD STRESS IS TOO DAM UNBARABLE WRITING MY MENTAL HEALTH JOURNAL RELEASES SOME OF STRESS REMEMBERING A HORRID EXPERIENCE IN MUNICH GERMANY EMBRACED BY RETURNING BACK TO AMERICA CHALLENGES OF WEARING WIRES PREGNANT FOR THE FBI BUYING WEAPONS AND DRUGS FROM JUNK SICK CITY OFFICIALS WITNESSING A MURDER OF MY ASSASIN PRODUCED CLAIRE IN MY PSYCHOLOGIST OFFICE THEN ROXY FOLLOWED BY THE MARE TIFFANY DENISE AND THE KID THE STRONGEST OF ALL SHE CATERS TO MARY THE MARE WHOSE ALWAYS WEEPING DEEP SADNESS TAKES OVER SHE'S THE MORE DAMAGED IT'S AMAZING BEING AN ARMY WIFE TOURING EUROPE RETURNING TO AMERICA FALLING APART MY THERAPIST SITTING THERE MY THROAT CLOSED UP YOUR HAPPY PLACE FRAUENKIRCHE OUR LADY OF MUNICH WHERE I MET RATZINGER IN CHAPLAINS OFFICE IN GERMANY SOOTHING MEMORY THIS RESULTED IN ANOTHER ONE OF MY MENTAL HEALTH JOURNALS THAT IS SITUATED AT THE FRANKFURT TRAIN STATION SOOTHING MEMORIES BEING SUCH A YOUNG MILITARY MOM STRANDED IN MUNICH WITH TWO LITTLE GIRLS ALL ALONE MY ABUSIVE HUSBAND TAKEN AWAY RETURNED ON A NO PAY STATUS ARTICLE 15'S ARMY CODE FOR YOU WORK BUT NO PAY AFTER COURT MARTIAL HEARING FRAUENKIRCHE WAS MY SAFE PLACE MY HAPPY PLACE MY PSYCHOLOGIST LITERALLY SAVED MY LIFE AND PULLED ME FROM THE RUBBLE USING A MIND HYPNOSIS EMDR TRIGGERS TO TREAT MY PTSD THAT BEGAN WITH ME RIDING THE TRAIN EACH STOP ANOTHER TRAUMATIC EVENT WOULD ENTER AS SHE HELPED ME COPE SHE HAD TO FORCE ME BACK WHEN MY ALTER EGOS WAS'NT INTERESTED IN THERAPY AFTER CONTINUING MY CARE I BEGAN TO FIND COMFORT IN MY SURVIVING THESE ALTER EGOS SO I ADDED THEM TO WHAT TURNED OUT TO BE A PYSCHOLICAL THRILLER I KEEP ON MY DESK WHENEVER THE ALTER EGOS BEGAN TO EMERGE DURING HORRID BOUTS OF PTSD THROUGH THE YEARS COPING I TEND TO WRITE SO MANY MENTAL JOURNALS THEY HAVE BECOME SHORT STORIES THAT ATTRACTED THE JAMAICAN IDIENTITY THIEF TO MY LIFE SHE BELIEVED SHE COULD MARKET MY MENTAL HEALTH ACTUALLY JOINED FORCES WITH MY JAN 6TH NEIGHBOR HE HAS A MACHINE TO REKEY OUR LOCKS FOR EASY ACCESS AND NO SIGN OF BREAKING AND ENTERING ONLY WHEN I SIT TO READ OR WRITE IN MY JOURNAL I NOTICED SHE'S PULLED ANOTHER HEIST NO JUST ONE HEIST NO THE FACT THIS CONSPIRACY MAKES KEYS IN ORDER TO PERFORM MULTIBLE HOME INVASIONS OVER TIME IN ONE YEAR ATLEAST 150 HOME INVASIONS CACKLING TERRORIZING ME EXPOSING MY MENTAL HEALTH JOURNAL TO HER CRIMINAL GROUP IN A DIN OF CRUELTY COPING COPING COPING WRITING IN MY JOURNAL PRAYING I AM NOT TRIGGERED TO BE LOCKED IN WATCHING MY ALTER EGOS FROM MY CROWDED MIRROR I AM BLESSED I HAVE HAD SUCH CARING MENTAL HEALTH CARE PROFESSIONALS MANAGING MY PTSD ANXIETY PANIC TRAUMATIC EVENTS CAN BE OVERWHELMING THE HOME INVASIONS ARE UNSETTLING AND CRUEL EMDR ASSIGNMENTS MANAGED BY MY CONTINUED WRITING MENTAL HEALTH JOURNALS
GOD BLESS AMERICA
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