Fragile Heart Crossing

i'd loved you before between karma and mirth i'd weathered the wrath of your untimely compassion rationed out over time crumbling through my frail fingers as dried daisies perrished among torn twigs tampered with under rough gravel concrete slabs and rows of moss saturated in coarse dander i'd loved you before while tainted bliss cried as swollen eyelids opened over crawling lashes folded under soft tissue's and pastel print linen i'd loved you before through a selfless lens looking over calming whelms bestowed silently surrounding broad weeping willows sparingly displaying fields of dandelions gesturing hush now why had i ever loved you