Found and Safe

Close your eyes
Explicit shame sheds rage in my eyes
I’ll be alright in the morning light and the night’s so bright
Open up your eyes
Sharpen me like your pensive pencil……
Begin with me, thinking I’m not thin
Paper thin, but fat with loathe from deep within
Love me tightly…

Headphones rattle my bones
Endure till the end, friend of mine
We’ll soon be safe and sound
Sitting on the soaked ground….ground….
Without a sound…
With a sound
Of happiness all year round…

The music in my brain
Has been driving me insane
Shake off all showy offiness
End the madness and the sadness
End the sweetless and the liars of distress
Poor and rich in heart…
Torn apart…I need you now…ripped apart
I want you later, see yah later
On a Friday night, I’m wasting time on the computer

Headphones rattle my bones
Endure till the end, friend of mine
We’ll soon be safe and sound
Sitting on the soaked ground….ground….
Without a sound…
With a sound
Of happiness all year round…

Your mind is so small combined to mine
Just don’t worry – I’ll be fine
Hung out with friends here and there…
So what if I stare…do you think I care?
Hateful, yet loveful… what about you?
Have you lost your mind?
Are you left behind too?
Blacked out…….shout for me……
KISS ME, YOU KNEW THAT I LOVED YOU… with gleeeeee
Gleeeee
Gleeeee
Sunlit glee….
This **** just got real…
I’m legit and made out of steel
I’m a model in heart online…
I dine with my words…
I float like colorful birds

Headphones rattle my bones
Endure till the end, friend of mine
We’ll soon be safe and sound
Sitting on the soaked ground….ground….
Without a sound…
With a sound
Of happiness all year round…
Headphones rattle my bones
Endure till the end, friend of mine
We’ll soon be safe and sound
Sitting on the soaked ground….ground….
Without a sound…
With a sound
Of happiness all year round…

I broke the law to be with you again
Am I gay? No….why do you ask?
I’m straight with bi-tendencies…in shame, I bask
Darkened by the pornographies of life
Never believed God could abandon me and send me strife
Maybe it was my fault
Maybe it was my fault
I’m sorry for sinning…
The lusts – they are winning…
I need a touch of love and sorrow
My fears and hopes are put aside…make way to courage…
Determination runs in my blud…
Don’t worry about me, bud

Headphones rattle my bones
Endure till the end, friend of mine
We’ll soon be safe and sound
Sitting on the soaked ground….ground….
Without a sound…
With a sound
Of happiness all year round…
Headphones rattle my bones
Endure till the end, friend of mine
We’ll soon be safe and sound
Sitting on the soaked ground….ground….
Without a sound…
With a sound
Of happiness all year round…

Okay, I sin…so what?
Shut the door and you are the one that I adore
Drill a hole in the sky
I can reach it if I can fly
Wings and rings flutter…
I am as soft as butter
Stop being as stubborn as an ass
Trouble doubles in my mind…
So cold and numb and bliiiiind
Taking all I’ve said and the shut-ups I bled…
The lips of many quiver…
Words…can cure or injure
Drown me in the pool of pleasure
Beyond measure…
I have an addiction that is common
Summon me to the Lord…
Convene, friends that are from the Lord…

Headphones rattle my bones
Endure till the end, friend of mine
We’ll soon be safe and sound
Sitting on the soaked ground….ground….
Without a sound…
With a sound
Of happiness all year round…
Headphones rattle my bones
Endure till the end, friend of mine
We’ll soon be safe and sound
Sitting on the soaked ground….ground….
Without a sound…
With a sound
Of happiness all year round…
Headphones rattle my bones
Endure till the end, friend of mine
We’ll soon be safe and sound
Sitting on the soaked ground….ground….
Without a sound…
With a sound
Of happiness all year round…
Headphones rattle my bones
Endure till the end, friend of mine
We’ll soon be safe and sound
Sitting on the soaked ground….ground….
Without a sound…
With a sound
Of happiness all year round…

Summer is never gonna come it seems
It’s only in my dreams…it’s only in my dreams…
Swim…the lights dim…
Let’s party and she’s my whim…
Bubbled up by bubbles…
My mind is positive and our love doubles…

Possibilities…limitless…
Please, I need you for a few minutes
I wish I was with you, hopefulness
Please, I want you for a few minutes

Brand new is the day as it shines…
Close the blinds of time…I keep my word and signs
Assign me to the assignments of God’s word
Fighting the sexual urges…left unheard, yet heard
A bird flies pass’d me…I smile helplessly…shyly…
Gay? Am I gay with pride?
The answer is……………………………….
No – I burn on for my future bride
Suck’d up in the abyss…………………………

Headphones rattle my bones
Endure till the end, friend of mine
We’ll soon be safe and sound
Sitting on the soaked ground….ground….
Without a sound…
With a sound
Of happiness all year round…
Headphones rattle my bones
Endure till the end, friend of mine
We’ll soon be safe and sound
Sitting on the soaked ground….ground….
Without a sound…
With a sound
Of happiness all year round…
Headphones rattle my bones
Endure till the end, friend of mine
We’ll soon be safe and sound
Sitting on the soaked ground….ground….
Without a sound…
With a sound
Of happiness all year round…
Headphones rattle my bones
Endure till the end, friend of mine
We’ll soon be safe and sound
Sitting on the soaked ground….ground….
Without a sound…
With a sound
Of happiness all year round…
Of happiness…
but
I-I-I
Am
Captivity-bound
But, with God and others, I’m safe and sound
Change you and I mind you…
Same You and I don’t mind You…
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015


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