Found and Safe

Close your eyes Explicit shame sheds rage in my eyes I’ll be alright in the morning light and the night’s so bright Open up your eyes Sharpen me like your pensive pencil…… Begin with me, thinking I’m not thin Paper thin, but fat with loathe from deep within Love me tightly… Headphones rattle my bones Endure till the end, friend of mine We’ll soon be safe and sound Sitting on the soaked ground….ground…. Without a sound… With a sound Of happiness all year round… The music in my brain Has been driving me insane Shake off all showy offiness End the madness and the sadness End the sweetless and the liars of distress Poor and rich in heart… Torn apart…I need you now…ripped apart I want you later, see yah later On a Friday night, I’m wasting time on the computer Headphones rattle my bones Endure till the end, friend of mine We’ll soon be safe and sound Sitting on the soaked ground….ground…. Without a sound… With a sound Of happiness all year round… Your mind is so small combined to mine Just don’t worry – I’ll be fine Hung out with friends here and there… So what if I stare…do you think I care? Hateful, yet loveful… what about you? Have you lost your mind? Are you left behind too? Blacked out…….shout for me…… KISS ME, YOU KNEW THAT I LOVED YOU… with gleeeeee Gleeeee Gleeeee Sunlit glee…. This **** just got real… I’m legit and made out of steel I’m a model in heart online… I dine with my words… I float like colorful birds Headphones rattle my bones Endure till the end, friend of mine We’ll soon be safe and sound Sitting on the soaked ground….ground…. Without a sound… With a sound Of happiness all year round… Headphones rattle my bones Endure till the end, friend of mine We’ll soon be safe and sound Sitting on the soaked ground….ground…. Without a sound… With a sound Of happiness all year round… I broke the law to be with you again Am I gay? No….why do you ask? I’m straight with bi-tendencies…in shame, I bask Darkened by the pornographies of life Never believed God could abandon me and send me strife Maybe it was my fault Maybe it was my fault I’m sorry for sinning… The lusts – they are winning… I need a touch of love and sorrow My fears and hopes are put aside…make way to courage… Determination runs in my blud… Don’t worry about me, bud Headphones rattle my bones Endure till the end, friend of mine We’ll soon be safe and sound Sitting on the soaked ground….ground…. Without a sound… With a sound Of happiness all year round… Headphones rattle my bones Endure till the end, friend of mine We’ll soon be safe and sound Sitting on the soaked ground….ground…. Without a sound… With a sound Of happiness all year round… Okay, I sin…so what? Shut the door and you are the one that I adore Drill a hole in the sky I can reach it if I can fly Wings and rings flutter… I am as soft as butter Stop being as stubborn as an ass Trouble doubles in my mind… So cold and numb and bliiiiind Taking all I’ve said and the shut-ups I bled… The lips of many quiver… Words…can cure or injure Drown me in the pool of pleasure Beyond measure… I have an addiction that is common Summon me to the Lord… Convene, friends that are from the Lord… Headphones rattle my bones Endure till the end, friend of mine We’ll soon be safe and sound Sitting on the soaked ground….ground…. Without a sound… With a sound Of happiness all year round… Headphones rattle my bones Endure till the end, friend of mine We’ll soon be safe and sound Sitting on the soaked ground….ground…. Without a sound… With a sound Of happiness all year round… Headphones rattle my bones Endure till the end, friend of mine We’ll soon be safe and sound Sitting on the soaked ground….ground…. Without a sound… With a sound Of happiness all year round… Headphones rattle my bones Endure till the end, friend of mine We’ll soon be safe and sound Sitting on the soaked ground….ground…. Without a sound… With a sound Of happiness all year round… Summer is never gonna come it seems It’s only in my dreams…it’s only in my dreams… Swim…the lights dim… Let’s party and she’s my whim… Bubbled up by bubbles… My mind is positive and our love doubles… Possibilities…limitless… Please, I need you for a few minutes I wish I was with you, hopefulness Please, I want you for a few minutes Brand new is the day as it shines… Close the blinds of time…I keep my word and signs Assign me to the assignments of God’s word Fighting the sexual urges…left unheard, yet heard A bird flies pass’d me…I smile helplessly…shyly… Gay? Am I gay with pride? The answer is………………………………. No – I burn on for my future bride Suck’d up in the abyss………………………… Headphones rattle my bones Endure till the end, friend of mine We’ll soon be safe and sound Sitting on the soaked ground….ground…. Without a sound… With a sound Of happiness all year round… Headphones rattle my bones Endure till the end, friend of mine We’ll soon be safe and sound Sitting on the soaked ground….ground…. Without a sound… With a sound Of happiness all year round… Headphones rattle my bones Endure till the end, friend of mine We’ll soon be safe and sound Sitting on the soaked ground….ground…. Without a sound… With a sound Of happiness all year round… Headphones rattle my bones Endure till the end, friend of mine We’ll soon be safe and sound Sitting on the soaked ground….ground…. Without a sound… With a sound Of happiness all year round… Of happiness… but I-I-I Am Captivity-bound But, with God and others, I’m safe and sound Change you and I mind you… Same You and I don’t mind You…