Forgotten Field of Forever

the field is no longer there where all of youth and ego collided and her first glance was seen but shied from all to be born in a thousand recollections the field is no longer there where near dusk I sat alone blurring through November's naked branches lamenting another summer passed the field where I killed an attacking tree sidearm from thirty yards dead center no one saw but no one needed to it happened the field is no longer filled with fights and fun and bragging and just hanging out talkin bout how Joe's brother could press a 100 or how Cyndy's boobs were huge nothing of importance was left to be conjured one day I drove away and when I went back it was gone but like that smile I shied from never really gone