Forgotten Dreams

A mansion of forgotten dreams
Left on the porch
Strewn across the parlor
Dripping down the stairwell
Like lies upon a window
That never opens up its heart
Voices in the corridors
Demons in the attic
Cold depression in the cellar
A lamp that won’t start
The smell of death
In every room
A stench I cannot manage
But endure because I must
There’s nothing here but loneliness
And a tattooed tear
I fear that this living
Never meant to last
As I stare upon the winter
Of my life 
I realize I have died
Never went to heaven
Never went to hell
I am here until the end of time
Copyright © | Year Posted 2013

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December 9, 2013 at 8:50 AM
Dear Kilmer - I am so drawn to the sadness of your writing. The desperation and regret fill the pages. Strewn across the parlor Dripping down the stairwell Brings to mind Dali's Melting Clock. love, Kathy
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December 9, 2013 at 8:00 PM
Dali's Melting Clock I never even thought of that (at least consciously) but I like the picture it paints in my mind. Sadness is a state of mind that seems to take over during the holidays. I was never meant to endure the commercial BS of this time of year. ~Kilmer
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December 8, 2013 at 10:41 PM
Much darkness going on here. I haven't crossed this kind of a smell yet... Somehow I like the thought of living forever... Luv~ LINDA
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December 9, 2013 at 8:01 PM
Darkness and pain. I would never hope to live forever in this world. Maybe there is another universe where life is brighter. ~Kilmer
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December 5, 2013 at 8:08 PM
Very dark and introspective. Loved every word! Always, Laura
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December 8, 2013 at 11:00 PM
hehe, love the wild side. : )
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December 7, 2013 at 9:30 PM
Thanks Laura, I making a trip over to the wild side! ~Kilmer
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December 4, 2013 at 8:36 AM
Very deep and thoughtful expressions on death, Stephen
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December 4, 2013 at 9:30 AM
Thank you Dr. Mehta, I always appreciate your thoughtful comments. ~Kilmer
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