Forgotten About

I move and shake the universe so that I will be remembered outside of my verses I carry around fancy purses and insert proper English when necessary check or minus the curses I fight to be heard friends surround me like verbs in a sentence sometimes I feel like I've been sentenced When you look around and realized that loneliness still comes around no matter how big your clique is Beauty is only the beginning they want the personality too so you get lost in the glossy made up version of you Aiming for perfection has your priorities all eschewed till one day you look in the mirror and you barely notice it's you I dig for the deeper parts I'm in search of the truth sifting through apples and squeezing out juice I need a reason besides being liked something that doesn't stick to the surface like perfume because in my heart there is a whole lot of room a hole that's offering free parking just to fill the vacancy They see a pretty girl alone and it's the strangest thing but to me it's always been just me so I have no one to blame but myself for letting people forget me for not shining enough to make them want to stay Yes it's all my fault I know