Forgiveness Letter To the King Part Four

Dear lord. You probably already read my angry words. I just want to apologize. I don't like my life and what do i do,  cry. When there is somebody in the world about to die. My world is dried. I wanna grow and the only thing i do is try. The sun does shine because of the sky. I know I have blessing by my side. But I need them inside. I can't find my heart, I guess it went to hide. I'm drowning and I need someone to take a dive. Everyday I gamble my life. Can you see me rolling the dice. I know how to get to heaven, Jesus Christ-Mario Perez