Forgive Me Not

Forgive me not for this poem but how I feel. The spark between us has gone. Where I'm not sure? I think we will soon part. I'd let you go yesterday if I didn't love you. I'm fed up of your moods and conflict between us. I'm creative but you're not. You say all artists should live on Mars. I want to go when I fall out of love with you. You say I'm a bad husband cos I don't work. I start my new job in January. It will help money wise but I know we won't change. How can we? It's who we are, conflicting stars aflame. I want to be happy. You don't want to be sad. I try to prepare for the day when we die. If only love could be turned off. But that isn't possible, is it? So I endure what we are, what is us. And see what happens next. I'm not looking forward to Xmas and want this nasty year to end. I want it all to be better. Did I make bad choices before? Was fate toying with our lives? Yes it was. Just like now. I blame love. I'm off on the ship now... Dominions of Corrosion Jimmy Boom Semtex