Forgive Me Alley

At times I lose my mind to the world outside I plea to your kindness on my knees For as long as my never ending memory rewinds, it has been your name that gave me most joy At times we argue and even say hurtful things I man up to it I am wrong I love you dearly and blindly, yet without you I cannot live For no one in this world has come to touch my heart the way you and your smile did You are my moon, my guide my other half, will time tie its hands and bound me to sob? Yet I cannot live far from you, I am deeply inlove with you my Alley I have caused your tears to rise and fall, your face has come to frown I alone am to blame, I stand here before My God and you my love I apologize with my heart in my hand I weep for your forgiveness For the night has fallen thick and I wonder with no direction My heart sails to understand yet I seek no perfection for I am only human and I am to fail in time I too speak of joy in my verse directed to thy heart, O' precious is thy vessel of love and I the captain Will the heavens rain upon my dirty hands. So that I may work in My Lords service My God, father I pray to you my king! My dearest bear oh how I miss thee when I am simply a few hours not in thy sight I your poet, your living verse asks of thee to forgive my humble heart that pleas For tomorrow will come without judgment of kind and I the defendant will plea guilty of charge Yet no matter where My Gods will it be for my bones to fail I will always love thee for eternity