Forgive Me

Forgive my ignorance But I will state some facts I hope you will correct me though Since we met We knew little of one another I even didn’t think I could win your heart due to my joblessness To be Frank not many women want to be associated with a failure like me Infact leaving me might be one of the best decisions you ever made in life Today yes I regret much Yes I wish I handled things differently Yes sijui if I can ever face your parents again But I got a laughable idea Yes there are many women out there Most are beautiful maybe even than you Most are also even endowed with earthly resources Also some may seem attractive to me as well But God didn’t choose you for me when He brought us together not knowing this Yes out there You have met many men Majority are mature not like me Many can drive not armature like me Others got big dreams and careers like school dropout and small minded like me To be Frank I got nothing I can mention for you to come back in my arms Yes maybe you regret making a son with me Yes maybe am the joke of the year Yes maybe I even will never meet your requirements as a man Besides who am I even to ask you back Grace it’s okay you have moved on But am the best you can share a secret with Noone else knows your family as well as I do Noone knows my family as well as you do Yes you got your life to live And me to got mine But in the middle of all this we got a son He needs me as much as he needs his mom Well it’s easy for me to sacrifice my relationships as not much will be list On your end sijui your decision But I have decided to be involved in the day to day life of our son You to have your choice ...... I am aware of the hate between our 2 families Am aware that it may never be easy For us to bring trust to them But this time am willing to ensure I rebuild you back her I want to hold your hand as we seek for God’s guidance on this journey of forgiveness If I asked for a date this is the basis I would lay down for you Hold my hand as we seek reconciliation both at my family level and at your family level This is not to bring us together once more But to ensure our own son grows up knowing peace and love But if I do see you again in my bed let it be as my wife filled with love *Please judge me not with harsh words but give me a chance to explain my stand*