Forget Mother

Each time i scolded and abused you It send fear into your humble heart. High tense in the mind with high wind. I made you cry under no offense Battered you like a slave And your tender heart forgives . emotional tears gushed out from your white eyes pleading mercy but, it touches me not. All i am interested is what i wanted Not what your beautiful life desires. i thrust you aside in pain but peace p revealed. No motherly emotions attached between me and you BUt your tender mind seek wisdom. I nagged and complained always, But the wind take them away from your heart Perhaps fatherly love means a lot than mine. I hated you but you loves me thousands times. On the the bed beside your companion, the wall I pushed you aside and hit you thousand times, YOu never complain to any one rather to the wall. I made the street your home, and the gluttons feed you and the flies your play mate> You certainly have come to stay . Yo may think all your thought, you may, But your idea and dreams shan't see the day light Hear evidence the nature gives judgement. i place no mouldy margin upon what i should imagine. I made you fatherless because of ques t for fame, the dream i had was to wash you away. The under world would be a better home for you . Because i have no human feelings. You cry to be free like the hibiscus flowers, But i frustrated your dreams And thrust you to the dark night Where demons fear to tread. I have no heart as a mother And you still loves me. On the couch you laid soliloquizing Wet the pillor every night for my seek In the mountain i hung my ears living life as i wanted. i rejected in the morning In the afternoon i whipped you, And in the night, you were left untouched. i left you with no food . Behind my eyes and my mind raging in anger Wildly as a hungry hyena Seeking for time to take away your life You proved difficult right from the day i conceived you. You are of a great person Telling me what you wanted Intimacy and the bond between us i cut. with days of illusion and abandoned dreams And sleeplessness with agony. Twelve years of suffering poured on you from my stony heart IN you i have rediscovered the memory of my blood.