Forget Me Not

Shaded essence of honesty, the kind you forget to remember, neglecting patience, avoiding confrontations, merely hoping for the best. You know, it's really not that hard to attempt and erase the past, trust yourself completely so that you aren't in a whole yourself. Ripping up your heart, the half that I once held, owned, gifted and cherished with all the pity I endure now. You're sense of clarity is as clear as your fogged mind, leaving only your rollercoaster- one you took me on without choice- one I've been on every single time, a roller coaster with a merry-go-round track, I hope one day your mind is clear and you remember not only the bad but the good and with that I hope you reveal your true feelings, decide what you ultimately want because right now I'm just your rag doll, I'm merely your revenge, all because it's what I deserve and I have no other say. So please, before you carry on, sink into your thoughts, remember both good and horrid memories, remember first friendship is the beginning, it leads to things both good and bad So please, before you decide to ignore me, let me know where I stand instead of leaving me in the dark. Please, forget me not.