Forever Stepping Back

There have been so many times I’ve had to pretend I don’t really love you - That somehow I don’t really care if you love me back or not - All the while knowing…I love you far too much So I asked myself how many times have I fallen back in love with you… So many I can’t recall them all - I wonder why we keep stumbling into this strange cycle - Each claming a false indifference to the love we know we feel for each other - Each afraid the other will gain a hidden advantage in a pointless struggle in which we are both maneuvering for position by FOREVER STEPPING BACK…