Forever Never Comes

He promised forever his love it would last and now I"m alone here with only the past. I try not to cry I think only of good He said I am wrong and I misunderstood. It's easy to dwell on the things that we said recounting the questions all here in my head. Perhaps if I said this or tried to do that His love would be mine now in place and in tact. I wonder dear God will this pain leave my heart? It seems like forever alone here apart. The couples walk past me, I lower my head It hurts just to see them, my soul may be dead. What happens to life that gets tattered and torn? I wake up so tired and helpless and worn. I miss his blue eyes and his blond wavy hair It's hard to believe that he just doesn't care. Oh please day go quickly and turn into night It's then while I'm sleeping the pain it takes flight..