Forever Crushed

**Feeling somewhat down today, Most times I do not understand why. But lately things aren't going my way, So all I wanna do right now is cry. **Like whatever I've said or tried to do, My partner doesn't realize she's not been there. Or whenever I've tried to make her see my point of view, She'll respond by rolling her eyes & act like she honestly doesn't care. **Then we would argue even when I've not been wrong, In her eyes I'm the one at fault, though I've tried to make her see. On my inside I am bawling, but outside I'm stiff & strong, I don't think she'll ever know, how her ridiculing has seriously affected me. **So I'll continue hiding how I feel the best I can today, We just don't seem like we're happy like we were beginning from the start. But the fact I've now realized, she'll always ignore anything I say, It's truly affected our relationship, which in turn, has forever crushed my heart. ©2022 Melissa Darsey