Forever and Always I Love You

everyday I wake to your face your soft skin set in a smile you make my heart pound and my pulse race and I blame you you make my knees weak when you smile that smile when stare at me like I'm a rare Jewel and I blame you my fingers tremble as they reach your arms pull me in it's cold outside I snuggle close to your warmth my knees shake harder I blame you Next time..... No music plays It's quiet and I read eyes swollen from the fight we had and from the tears that fell out of my eyes I blame you I think and think and remember the time we kissed the time we danced the times there was no music and we still danced the times when I was scared of the thunder and you held me I remember what I want to forget is Goodbye But I don't think I can say it My heart burns when I dare to I want to feel your arms wrap around me and your voice whispering in my ear your lips on mine I blame you that my heart is broken that it swells when I think of you that my legs still shake and quiver when I find you on the street tears spill from my eyes I pick up the phone, my fingers lingering over the buttons i can't dial want to can't.... I miss you My heart can't take it.... more tears my sobs breaking the quiet sobs broken by the phone it's you you say you're sorry I smile just at your voice I've missed it You sound like you've been crying we were always alike that way You say another thing I wait, wanting to hear, but scared you say.... you remember the time we kissed the time we danced the times there was no music and we still danced the times when I was scared of the thunder and you held me you've missed me we both laugh sadly I say that I've missed you we smile, we imagine it I love you.... but I don't say it out loud... at least, not yet. but, I love you forever and always forever and always