For Love 3

i light another cigarette... i am drowsy with doubt and electrifird by anticipation disillusioned and desperate, i let the songs u picked for me play over and set my moods my biggest fear is the need to forget u beause i never will and if u disappear, this body, this heart will turn to stone ive been laid out naked before u in this smoky bubble for so long u have seen so deep inside me, my heart was on display the silence is insanity...i still hear u in every small sound and my body is caving in on itself without ur love to fill me up i am deflated, empty, and devoid of feelings now i am dying every second until u return, so hurry love before my heart stops....