For Love 12

how could you love me? ive shown u every broken piece do u not wonder? what lies beneath the need? how can u care for a careless girl? i shut myself out of this world, i barred the doors and vowed to never fall again and still u come back to my door? dont u see? i have nothing to offer, no life left inside i was ruined in a far away place by someone who doesnt matter but dont u see? he left nothing for u, took the heart right out of me and replaced it with a rusting clock all my parts are made of scrap material, i gathered along the way and u couldnt possibly want any part of this? how could u love me? u came in on the ship to me with my thighs slit open dripping with regret, and dreadful eyes i couldnt even focus on ur face how could u love this girl? i wish ur love could heal me and seal up all the wounds i dont wanna push and pull and fight this feeling but i will if u stay u cant love me, not in this lifetime....