Foolish Mind

AS I GO DOWN THIS ROAD ONCE AGAIN I AM LEFT HURT AND ALONE FACING HURT AND DISAPPOINTMENT.

LOOKING AROUND TRYING TO FIND THE PEOPLE THAT I HAD IN MY LIFE AND NOW THEY ARE GONE.

I HAVE THREW THEM OUT LIKE GARBAGE ON THE STREET THE ONES WHO HAVE NUTURED ME.

WHO CHERISHED ME THEY ARE ALL GONE ALL BECAUSE OF FEAR AND HURT OF PREVIOUS RELATIONSHIPS.

NO LONGER TRUSTING OR BELIEVING ANYTHING THAT NO ONE HAS TO SAY.

NOTHING PHASES ME ANYMORE I AM NUMB AND LONELY WISHING THAT ALL OF THIS WOULD GO AWAY.

ALL THIS PAIN AND HEARTACHE THAT HAS BUILT UP IN ME ALL THIS HURT 

IF I COULD TAKE IT ALL THE THINGS THAT I DONE BACK I WOULD.

IF I COULD REWIND TIME THERE ARE SOME THINGS I COULD HAVE DONE DIFFERENT.

SO MUCH REMORSE AND REGRET IS IN MY HEART AND I WISH THAT I COULD TEAR IT  APART.

THIS PERSON THAT IS SEE IN THE MIRROR  I NO LONGER RECOGNIZE.

I HOPE THAT SHE COMES BACK SOON.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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