Fooling Myself

A thousand needles with sharp shining points cutting harshly in tender soft flesh burning hot needles searing as they go piercing deeper in with every painful step ripping caring agony muscles ripping apart in agony collapsing on ground so very hard weakly grasping lifting strength and vigor gone lifting climbing upward unsteady standing barely burning hot pain searing piercing through tender joints gasping sharp inhaling bright shining tears appear foolish belief blooming desperate hope within somehow just imagining none is actually real Insane self deceiving imagined feelings are unknown reasons fulfilling unreal everything is