Follow My Heart

i want to follow my heart, but in pain it resides in the dark, why you ask it,and it says it is scared to show its face due to the scars upon it, the pain inflicted on it by the human feeling called called love, it recalls the time it felt the beauty of the word and the times where it is hard to recall, due to its blurriness and the pain it doesn't want to remember, i want to follow my heart, but in pain it wants to be left alone, why i ask it tells me the music of love lures it but the pain makes it stay in the dark, love or hate it does not want near it,the hollowness it has inside, makes it want to be alone forever alone in the dark.