Fog of Confusion

I feel something missing, I asked God  to lead.
At night I toss and turn, and the sweat begins to bead.
Another wild nightmare, another wild dream.
As I start to come awake,I see his guiding beam.
I am lead to you,you for me to find.
I'm just an old Grandma, with you on my mind.
Savannah was your name, or so I'd been told.
But I found out, that lie was getting old.
I saw your pic, when you were around 4.
Please get to know me,perhaps alittle more.
I have loved you, from the very start.
In your life, to be alittle  part.
You were in my thoughts, never ever forgotten.
I wanted to protect you, when  your life turned rotten.
Give me a chance now, to be Grandma to you.
I want to be in your life, and you in mine too.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2008

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