Fog of Confusion

I feel something missing, I asked God to lead. At night I toss and turn, and the sweat begins to bead. Another wild nightmare, another wild dream. As I start to come awake,I see his guiding beam. I am lead to you,you for me to find. I'm just an old Grandma, with you on my mind. Savannah was your name, or so I'd been told. But I found out, that lie was getting old. I saw your pic, when you were around 4. Please get to know me,perhaps alittle more. I have loved you, from the very start. In your life, to be alittle part. You were in my thoughts, never ever forgotten. I wanted to protect you, when your life turned rotten. Give me a chance now, to be Grandma to you. I want to be in your life, and you in mine too.