Flawed

I look in the mirror and know I am BROKEN 
People have told me with the words that were spoken

Innocence was taken and traded with guilt in its place
Being raised Catholic, it was hard to look at my face

I am now FLAWED , not wholesome or pure
I have lived years giving off a FACADE, while I endured

I created an ILLUSION that everything was fine
While slowly inside, I was losing my mind

I took medicine to deal with the suffering and mental pain 
But the feelings are still there, they still remain

I walk through life wearing a MASK of the real me
Only ones that really know me, can really see

I feel TORN with the truth and the skeleton in hiding 
But I enjoy the security it is providing

I know we are all  IMPERFECT  and not quite right
I am learning to accept who I am without a fight

My story has been CRACKED
In the meantime, I hope other people will not be attacked


Title: Flawed
Date: 6/13/21


Sponsor: Constance La France
Copyright © | Year Posted 2021

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La France Avatar
June 25, 2021 at 4:54 PM
Kelly, congratulations on your win in my Writing Prompt - Flawed _ Challenge with your wonderful poem. Good use of the required words, love _ Constance
Alex Avatar
June 24, 2021 at 8:41 PM
Great. Congratulations!
Y. Avatar
June 14, 2021 at 9:37 PM
Hi Kelly, You used the chosen words and penned a good contest entry. I can feel your pain. I can relate to your write. Best wishes in the contest. Welcome to poetry soup. I hope you have a good experience here. I look forward to reading more of your poems. Stop by my page when you have the time. Have a good evening:-) Alexis
Ohara Avatar
June 16, 2021 at 6:01 AM
I looked at your page and saw your poems. All are beautiful. I too believe in forgiveness.
Ohara Avatar
June 15, 2021 at 12:00 AM
Thank you. I sure will
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