Flashbacks

It takes me away felling sick of my own life, wondering if I should live or die Swallowing pills down untill I'm done Stand on this roof till the morning comes I stand and simplify my hate, Suicide is my only fate As I jump it takes me away, Flashbacks to the miserable days then Darkness surrounds me like a lake, It was a dream now I awake I scrounge for a new scenario to die, searching through my contagious mind In my mind I must be dead, I cock the gun to my head As I hesitate it takes me away, Flashbacks to the miserable days then Darkness surrounds me like a lake, It was a dream now I awake I pull the trigger on the gun, Blood bursts like a hot crimson sun Now I can always say never, no more hurt or pain forever As I lie here it takes me away, Flashbacks to the miserable days then Darkness surrounds me like a lake, But this time I won't awake As I drift it takes me away, Flashbacks to when I was awake then Darkness surrounds me like a lake, It takes me away It takes me away...