First Love

FIRST LOVE I never knew what love is till you came Didn't know it was an attachment till we met Miracles happen just like dreams Love happened just like magic Slowly, I crawled into the world of love Quickly, I became so attached Unexpectedly, I found the magnetic one Emotionally, I gave my all Primitively, I became a beneficiary First love they call it, I'll call it my first benefit Just like a new being, the feeling was different I enjoyed every moment Ignorantly, I thought it was a casual-pleasant feeling Not till I delved into the realm of emotions and became a participant It never made sense till it did I've always envied lovers but I cherished mine What can't be yours might be yours Only if you will try Why so fast? You came so sudden and left hurriedly I wanted us to have that happy ending together I wanted us to experience all I ever wished for We were never meant to be together Maybe we were just meant to have memories together I never neglected my first love Although I had a tender heart And my feelings weren't strong enough Childishly, I drove my first love away My feelings betrayed me, my emotions disappointed Honestly, my first love was the only one till I found another I had two worlds in my hands One born out of ignorance, the other out of curiosity Wanted a different future, yet clung to the present Only wanted to take another and have another different feeling I placed myself in a conflicting situation I was the one who betrayed our feelings The feelings were sincere yet my actions were deceitful I became the clown on my own stage Just like that, it ended The ignorantly sought love was lost My curious world attachment left me also If only I knew what curiosity would cause I would have stayed ignorant and enjoy my first love. ©ho² 08036391290