First I'Am Here Then I'Am There

Free verse is a form i am a form to be dealt with day in and day out my form is sometimes here and i can smile and hope but then my form turns and i stare and see nothing a phone call a visitor will force me to look too my form is left behind for awhile I sit at my desk and focus on my work, this is my form surviving i am here one bad critic shakes me out of my trance i feel defeated once more, i say to myself this too shall pass i can go there Some days i'm good some days i'm not so good i free verse to release a bit of this this I cannot name i only know that sometimes i am here and most days i am there my body reminds me i am here it begs for food it churns for water spirit wants to enjoy the cool air at sunrise and sunset when i'm there i ignore my wants weakness in the soul keeps me there...