Find My Soul

If I die young And its my time to go When you lay me to rest I hope you take the time to find my soul I kept my soul clean I couldn't fix my heartbreak I didn't just give my food for thought I offered the plate I loved a few girls, I lusted many my childhood left me unable to commit I give my thoughts for free, don't want a penny Once I picked up a pen I was faithful to it I messed up with some great girls I was scared to get close Once they left, I wanted them to become my world Depression forced me to leave, even if I wasn't prepared to let go I hope I find beauty in my last view I overcame my addiction to Self-harm I covered my scars with tattoos In clubs weekly, providing girls with charm I shouldn't have gone to so many strip clubs Throwing money at strippers, drinking till I throw up I should have found a way to be better with love We all have areas where we need yo grow up I admitted my mistakes, I never blamed another I was just trying to heal from the pain I suffered But at times the pain caused me pleasure Right now I'm just trying to find a way to be better If I die young And its my time to go When you lay me to rest I hope you take the time to find my soul