Finally Hit Rock Bottom

Hearing since day one only what i wont achieve.How much of a failure i am because i choose not to live by anybody else's rules. Just because i dont stand up to their view of whats perfect or acceptable to them.But im done with changing and reforming myself for the next i was meant to be this way and there is someone in the world who will accept me as i am.Hurting some what just from putting myself in a position where i actually thought it would be different so much for hope lol . Sometimes i cant help but laugh at my self because as i look at my life what was being said was right all along.