Final Departure

The only thing that hurts me so: Your saying, "No can do." I burned my list of painful things And crossed the line for you. I know you mean not shatter hearts, A noble deed indeed. But sometimes fact negates intent And crashes at full speed. My love is not conditional, But I must gain control. I must restrain myself so much It empties out my soul. Promise me that you will try, A promise you won't break. I'm not supposed to speak a word. A risk I had to take. I can't traverse back to that place 'Cuz I've been bad enough. My friendship you will always have As long as you hang tough. I know not what you're dealing with And maybe that's for best. I can only sit and hope And pray you pass this test. There's one thing I must Post Script. You know you're my North Star. We cannot correspond like this, But I'll never be that far... A mi Estrella Norte