Fighting the Inner Man

I need to change my story Confusion and unhappiness walking hand in hand I need some directions, a real plan I am in the center of a personal war fighting with the inner man I feel like I can’t win this war I keep praying for a miracle Why is it so hard to turn this page, I need a new story with a happy ending I am hating the person in the mirror what a confusion ...this is constant sadness I need a storybook end .