Fighting Depression

Black Night! Black Thoughts!
merging into one
No sword shall sever this Gordian knot
that binds my being
in thoughts of longing and despair
My tortured soul cries out
filled with a longing 
to crush the things that torment me so
I see them with the mind's eye
and would strangle them 
but they recede into the shadows of night
to mock me anew in ripened time

But now let my soul be at rest
even for a fleeting moment
for I am free
Free!
The very sound is music to my ear
filling the mind with such fantasies
that leap to the heavens
and leaves me panting just alive
As a man who is spent
I rest
and waves of gentleness flood my soul

The thought of a tender kiss
the smell of a rose
Jove's nectar
soothes my being
and sets my soul at ease
to gather up courage
to face another day
Copyright © | Year Posted 2013

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Black Avatar
September 15, 2013 at 7:25 PM
I like it that although this piece is about depression, it ends with a hopeful tone, which I appreciate. Take care...
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September 16, 2013 at 8:28 PM
Hi Ursula, I have read the 4 poems you have posted so far. "Time" seems to reflect similar dark sentiments to those in my poem. But "Mama" expresses the hopeful tone for you. I am happy that it is the most recent poem. Stay with its message and it will give you the strength and support to deal with the negative aspects of depression.
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