Fight Or Flight Reaction To You

I don't know how to say it... Words are so hard with you. You make them alive, the metaphorical black spiders inside. And everything feels hazy. I'm weak with you, in the best ways possible. Weak and sinking into you... I love the feeling, I can just let go. Relax my muscles, and let my heart pump slow. Here I go, again. Just looking at you read, your eyes alight with love and the best intentions. I some how feel weak..