Fight Or Flight

Fight or flight happened again today Don't know why or what to say Anger deep inside my mind Not really seeing, feeling blind So I went for a wander To clear my head Far over yonder Here's what the voices said Your better than this you are great Get on the phone ring your mate This is just one of them blips Walk on son get outta them dips The other voice telling me to quit Making me feel like s**t Laughing loudly deep inside This is when I sat and cried It's not very easy knowing your wrong But I had to remain strong Anger, sadness is what I felt Sat on the grass wanting to melt I've survived worse this I know Recovery may be really slow I'm ready to fight this head on Positive thoughts and staying strong Dont just ask "how am I?" Otherwise I will make you cry The reason is I'm not good Miss those lost from brotherhood Listen to me and what I say Empaphize don't run away I need your help this is for sure Then together we'll find the cure