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Fentanyl Addition

oh it was dreamy lost in a haze of nothing- crashing down screaming ______________________ I got sick, hospital sick, like death's kiss, but I survived or I would not be writing this; I had surgeries but this story is about- my high thriller, it is about the drug Fentanyl a powerful pain killer. Much stronger than Morphine to control the pain, and after six months imagine an addiction gone insane; I came home addicted and knew I was in trouble, and lost in a drug induced crazy bubble. Decided to take myself off Fentanyl slowly, I would thrash like a lunatic saying words unholy; well, after many weeks, I came down to earth, I was free again to be me, it was like a rebirth. Now, hear on the news that people are dying, from taking Fentanyl and I feel like crying; it can be a killer and must be treated with respect, or your life will become nothing but a wreck. ___________________________ December 27, 2020 Poetry/Rhyme/Fentanyl Addition Copyright Protected, ID 12-1316-801-27 All Rights Reserved, 2020, Constance La France Written for the Premier contest, Addiction sponsor, Rob Levasseur, Judged 12/31/20

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Caren Krutsinger

Date: 12/29/2020 8:37:00 AM

I am glad that you are all right; this sounds like a horrible prescription; why do they still prescribe it? It sounds like it did a job on you. So sorry Constance.

Constance La France
Date: 12/29/2020 10:08:00 AM

Caren, thanks for visiting, well they prescribe it in the hospital to help with severe pain but it is very addictive and I think they should start weening a person off it before sending them home, but they do not, so many come home like me after 6 months in hospital addicted, it was a bad time but I got better and I got off fentanyl _ Constance

Tania Kitchin

Date: 12/28/2020 4:46:00 PM

Wow, a powerful, well written poem Constance, glad you overcame this battle! Luckily for me pain meds just make me sick and never gave me any type of high.

Constance La France
Date: 12/28/2020 4:54:00 PM

Tania, it was a dark time in my life, I was sick, in pain and that's what the doctors in the hospital gave me for pain, it worked but too well, it was rough but I kicked it and will never let that happen to me again, thanks for your compassion and visit to my poem _Constance

Jan Allison

Date: 12/27/2020 2:21:00 PM

I've read it can be so addictive Constance. i think it is what cause the deaths of Michael Jackson and Prince:-( so glad you managed to kick this drug and are ok:-) hugs jan xx

Constance La France
Date: 12/28/2020 4:56:00 PM

Jan, thanks for the visit, I was given it in the hospital for pain, maybe MJ and Prince had pain too but maybe part was they liked the high, it is a dangerous drug _Constance