Feeling Desolated

So many thoughts So many concerns As the world spins My mind overrun By emotions and thoughts All the good and all the worst I rewind the past only to learn Even though it hurts I'm left with an abstract memory I sit and watch the drama before me With ink stains Mind racing at fast pace Sadness of my empty soul awake Feeling nothing but hate Feeling desolate That's when it began Haunting me to this day As I lay on a heap of mess On the edge of death Frozen by shock drenched in sweat Into the world without care And you are there somewhere, out there Directed into places unknown Not knowing your way back home..