Feel
Feel the sting of a bee, feel the pain of life, feel love.
I'll never feel those things.
I've gone numb, my brains gone dumb.
I've lost the excitement, the thrill of life.
I'm stale I have no color.
I've lost the color that use to ooze from beneath my skin.
My smile that was once said to light up a room has disappeared.
A dark cloud is over my head, all I want to do is sleep in bed.
I don't care about anything anymore.
The storm is raging it's perilous fight, it shows no mercy it just proceeds to
leave debree scattered about this wasteland.
I know this is my fault, I let this happen, I know I do have the power.
I just don't care I'm to far gone.
I've been here before back when I was twelve and thirteen, I've been this way
ever since and every day in between.
The only bright spot that gives me a flicker of hope is him, my blond haired blue
eyed peanut.
My survivor that has gone through hell and come shining through.
He may be a little boy, but he's my only piece of joy left.
I don't know how I got here, I don't know how to fix this.
I just don't want to be numb anymore, I want to care.
I want to feel.
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