Fearful

Fearful of taking the leap; Fleeing an alleged stability Wonder struck – can my devotion be so deep? Resigned to a prevention of ability Escape this captured state? Scared of rejection Cowering from the pain you may aggravate Not understanding the complexion Perchance I have been conditioned To accept and commit; Wronged into position Ashamed at wanting to quit I’ve taken the easy option Remaining on a rocking vessel Preceding with caution Emotions all a wrestle He blows hot and cold Insulting words then beautiful flowers; I know it’s wrong to be controlled But charm empowers I’m a ship aground; A story untold A pulling tide restrained to the sand A flower unable to unfold I’m a boat marooned; You’re young and yet to settle You’ve chosen a rose that cannot bloom - a bird entangled in nettles