Fear of Fear

I fear the fear with panick inside I tremble I sweat with the breath on my life The hand that leads me to no where The silence the stillness that wasn’t quite right You monster you devil that thing that’s inside I really not sure what life was about The truth be told I know your insight No dreaming or imagining the real thing was at night The pond the game I remember some things The stairs that led me to were the nightmare begins The blankness the freezing felt like Ice From that day I will remember you took my childlike life My breathing is faster my neck feels tight It’s time to loosen the muscles and say goodnight Hide under the covers with jaw locked tight Feel that this thing will never be right Closed eyes clenched fists that fight Just hide away oh please I die