Fear Is How He Made You
You hold your side
Because if you don't you know you will just fall apart
Honesty, does nothing. Might as well lied
You breathe deep to fill the empty space
A place where hope should be
But there's not a single trace
You run to the space in your mind
That's meant purely to hide
You will never have a home
Words just to make you cry
The cold can't touch you
Because the fear has already consumed you
Fear you thought you could hide
The pain you thought the world was bind too
The hardest thing to know
Is that your suffering is shown
That those around you see you dying
They reach out there arms
But your not trying to get help
You can do it alone
What's one more punch
What's one more burse
Or one more tear
It makes you stronger
Your just standing to close for it to be clear
Enough is enough and you can't go one more day
With a family of broken trust
But your legs won't work and you clasp
There's no more fight in you
There's nothing left to do
You cry out to the heavens
Screaming your sorry for everything you did
And everything you didn't mean to do
You know it's not your fault
But it doesn't matter, His wrath is unwavering
He didn't do it so it must be you.
He tells you when the world blows up, it was simple to kill you
Fear is something you learned at a young age
Something that's stronger then love and stronger then rage
Fear of losing everything he let you have
You can wish and you can pray
But one simply fact still remains
He own you every day until breath leaves your body
For fear and pain
Is all that's left
Because that's all he made
Copyright © Sejia Valo | Year Posted 2012
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