Fear Is How He Made You

You hold your side Because if you don't you know you will just fall apart Honesty, does nothing. Might as well lied You breathe deep to fill the empty space A place where hope should be But there's not a single trace You run to the space in your mind That's meant purely to hide You will never have a home Words just to make you cry The cold can't touch you Because the fear has already consumed you Fear you thought you could hide The pain you thought the world was bind too The hardest thing to know Is that your suffering is shown That those around you see you dying They reach out there arms But your not trying to get help You can do it alone What's one more punch What's one more burse Or one more tear It makes you stronger Your just standing to close for it to be clear Enough is enough and you can't go one more day With a family of broken trust But your legs won't work and you clasp There's no more fight in you There's nothing left to do You cry out to the heavens Screaming your sorry for everything you did And everything you didn't mean to do You know it's not your fault But it doesn't matter, His wrath is unwavering He didn't do it so it must be you. He tells you when the world blows up, it was simple to kill you Fear is something you learned at a young age Something that's stronger then love and stronger then rage Fear of losing everything he let you have You can wish and you can pray But one simply fact still remains He own you every day until breath leaves your body For fear and pain Is all that's left Because that's all he made