Fear

My emotions blind me
My body dead with pain
Begging to feel something again
To know that I live

My hand trembles violently
Unable to guide the blade
Causing a jagged path of destruction
Driven by the brutal force of inner pain

The pain echoes through my body
Its immense power gripping me
Captivating me
Trapping me in my mutilation cult

The blade eats through my skin
Feasting on the gaping wound like a monster
Washed in my blood
Glinting evilly before me

I am mesmorised
By the life force flowing from my body
From my self created wound
Staining my skin

My skin tingles as the pain builds up
Shuddering violently through my body
Pouring through my eyes
Tears raining fire on my wound

The pain numbs me
As my eyes follow my escaping blood,
Painting a web of pain across my skin
Fear engulfs me

My world freezes
The monster nearing, hungry for more
Its last meal can lay me to rest,
Can be my escape from this pain

But my fear grips me
Ripping the knife from my hand
Curling me into a ball
Throwing me back into life
Alone
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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Kendrick Avatar
October 17, 2010 at 1:50 PM
Congratulations on your win in the contest..Sara
Taylor Avatar
October 5, 2010 at 4:07 PM
Congrats, Amy. Outstanding write. Nice going. Ralph
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October 5, 2010 at 3:11 PM
Congrats Amy on your super win in P.D.'s contest with this awesome write and win tonight ..enjoy with luv..
A   Avatar
October 5, 2010 at 12:55 PM
Amy, hi!, Congratulations and thanks for supporting my contest. I had lots of fun running this contest,.p.d.
Brown Avatar
October 5, 2010 at 11:54 AM
Congratulations Amy on your win in P.D.'s contest " Any Poem Goes* Any Poem"". Love, Carol
A   Avatar
September 26, 2010 at 11:58 AM
deep write, enjoyed this one...P.D.
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