FBI INFORMANT DOMESTIC VIOLENCE SURVIVOR

SURVIVING COPING LIVING BEHIND MAROON DRAPES IN HIDING SUFFERING FROM PTSD DEPRESSIVE DEISORDER ANXIETY DISORDER PANIC ATTACKS YOU FOCUS ON YOUR HEALTH NARCOLEPSY DAYTIME SLEEP APNEA TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY AFIB SEVERE OAIN AND SUFFERING WHO AM I IM A BROKEN HUMAN BEING SURVIVING IN THIS WORLD STILL HEARING MY FETUS HEARTBEAT EVERYDAY I FLASH BACK GOING INTO HOSTAGE SITUATIONS I AM REMINDED OF SPECIAL AGENT PAULA BRAND SPECIAL AGENT LEROY HEIMBACH RELOCATED MY FAMILY AFTER TAKING DOWN 69 PERCENT OF ALL DRUGS SOLD FUNNY LOOKING BACK BEING HATED THIS OPERATION BEGAN 1984 BUT IT TOOK TWO DECADES IT TOOK MY EVERYTHING ONGOING LEADING 988 TO 989 WEARING WIRES PREGNANT FOR THE FBI BUYING WEAPONS AND DRUGS FROM JUNK SICK OFFICERS WHO AM I WHY I'M THIS BROKEN PERSON NOT FROM WEARING WIRES PREGNANT FROM REMEMBERING FROM SURVIVING DOMESTIC VIOLENCE I AM ME I THANK GOD FOR SAVING MY LIFE 988 SEPETEMBER 1988 THROUGH 1989 SEATED WITH THE FEDERAL BUREAU OF INVESTIGATION AND MY CHILDREN PREGNANT WITH MY 5TH CHILD GOING INTO HOSTAGE SITUATIONS AFRAID FOR MY LIFE AN YET I SURVIVED 1990 THE FEDERAL BUREAU OF INVESTIGATION CONVICTED THE TARGET HOW BLESSED I WAS THAT WE WERE SAFE FROM THESE KILLERS DEALERS CRAVING MY DEATH I'M UNASHAMED I KNOW MANY LIVES WERE SAVED THE FBI WAS MY FAMILY WE SERVED AS A FAMILY THE FBI SUPERVISOR SINGING MY GIRL TO MY FOUR YOUNG CHILDREN MY GOD I FELT SO SAFE THEN SPECIAL AGENT PAULA BRAND INSTALLED THE WIRES ON MY UNBORN BABY TODAY 988 KEEPS ME FROM ENDING MY OWN LIFE AS I'M REMINDING OF WEARING WIRES PREGNANT FOR THE FBI EVERY SINGLE DAY I'M REMINDED OF WHY BECAUSE CIRO GARGANO TORCHED A TAILOR SHOP KILLING 8 ELDERLY PERSONS RESULTING IN VICTIM 9 CAB COMPANY 1998 AFTER LEAVING MY HOME LAYING LOW IN THE SHOP HE VOWED TO BURN DOWN THE CITY THIS RESULTED IN HIM IGNITING A CAR BOMB IN MY FACE IN SHOCK YES AFRAID FOR MY LIFE ORGANIZED CRIME ARSON MURDER OF 9 MY BEING A CONFIDENTIAL HUMAN SOURCE FBI INFORMANT CIRO WAS GOING TO KILL ME SOFTER TIMES FEELING SAFE MY FBI FAMILY MY KIDS SINGING THIS GIVES ME PEACE I AM HOME I AM SAFE GOD BLESS AMERICA