Fate

What do most people call fate... something that was bound to happen no matter what you try to do. Fate for me is thinking, wishing, & hoping that the woman I believe in my heart God wants me to be with realizes it like I do... but unfortunately thats what the effects of deeply falling in love can do to you. It can make you feel a certain type of way crying yourself to sleep thinking y'all should be together everyday hoping that this isn't just ya imagination cause every moment you see them ya heart starts an emotional race. But what do you do when the one thing you been chasing finally runs outta breath you look it face to face like this y'all 1st date but when you realize you can't have it ya heart is almost filled with hate you start to think was I too early or maybe too late but you suddenly remind yourself it could be the hands of hate. Then you start to think why?... what was with the long wait if it was only gone leave you with another heart brake... I'll tell you why because sometimes your emotions plays with ya mental state and when your at that point where you can brake, start crying, or just faint... you realize you were seeing Black and white and was actually blinded from the paint so in all actuality you'll see the light when the time is right.