Farewell the Poet

I was about 5 when I first felt for another, hungry I was
As all my life I have come to seek for affection, and attention
Alone I found most of my youth, I was a coward to face life
I dreamed about my future then, and I dream about it now
Will tomorrow jump at my presence or will it frown, and feel so down
I walk a path forgotten, where many bones lay of the fallen
I feel my heart spacing into its own feel, and I grow in fear for I not understand
Power of love I ask, power of need, or just a habit that sees the bones free
I smile, a fake grin it is for I fear
And I need a pair of arms to hold me tight and tell me all will be well
I walk along side the falling edge, where hopes hang on to their mind from thoughts
A weak mind speaks,and a fierce body wonders off into what it believes true
At times I find myself asking why?
Is it fair to tease the heart, for the soul stands next to it firm and bold
I whisper from the deepest part of my heart in testament of lament
For my heart is weaking so is my will to live
And I see my tomorrow fading and leaving my side
I pause to check my feeling and I weak to seek
I crwal into my own despair
I drown in my own tears, and shake in my self painted fears
I see not a man but a child whom loves
Seek me for I loose, and I sleep to my dreams
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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July 11, 2009 at 8:14 PM
Very emotional and powerful. We dreamers dream of things to come or what has been. It is hard for us to live in the moment. So when we fall, we fall harder and need help to stand tall again. Keep dreaming; you words are beautiful.
Peranteau Avatar
July 11, 2009 at 12:42 PM
Eduardo,..powerful poetry my friend,...searching is part of our life in general,.."seek and ye shall find" !!! james
Lopez Avatar
July 11, 2009 at 11:36 AM
This search in life is a continuous journey we should all embrace, for we know not the beautiful surprizes that await around the corner.......... great job!
Chircop Avatar
July 11, 2009 at 4:08 AM
We all seek attention and affection Eddie,we all dream of future of roses without thorns,but a dream is a dream,everyday reality is different yet dont let your heart weakens cos lifi is like a palette mixed with greys and reds,yello and blue,the sad situations in our lives helpus grow and see the beautiful things in our lives as mesmrizing gold--great write the poet in you will live forever--charma
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July 10, 2009 at 10:55 PM
a soul-searching journey, Ed, I love it! and thanks for your kind comments! jim
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