Family Ties

Family Ties



Brothers should I leave you
And travel life for years without you
And should I never return to our home
Remember it was I who journeyed alone

And should the time in passing
Bring me memories of regret
Should the entire world forget?
To search for you when you are missing

And so ask yourselves why
Why should my brother be leaving?
And why for so long has he wandered solitary
Never returning

Brothers on some momentary day spent wishing  
Without recognition
By my side you where resting
And did not speak my name

And in all the land and cities seen
None of your faces have been
While our blood and our brotherhood meandered through foreign streets
Less than a thought away

And should I never greet you again
Before this departure had made its pact
Would you stand by my door?
Lest you be turned away

The cold trap of our families living
And the continuous undiscovered lie
It was
That kept my feet from turning

For so long and farewell you have lost me
And for more than years have you waited
This silent reminder beckoned to me
To remind me of you

“ It was in April of 91 that I first returned, after traveling and working abroad. My
knock on our old blue front door was not greeted with smiles, but with vexed and
unwelcoming eyes. On my back a rucksack, on my feet old worn boots. This was the last time
I saw our Father and these were his only words.” 

“You can’t stay here.” He even repeated it to make sure I had heard.
“You can’t stay here.”

“ I did not know it then, as I know now; of the filth he has fated and intended to my
life. Yet ever his fear of discovery built his lies for me. My last words to him were
these…….. 

“Do you see these boots?” I asked, “they are more than five years old and the most
comfortable boots I have ever worn. That’s a pretty good life for a pair of boots don’t
you think?” 

And with those boots and my rucksack on my back I walked away. Not for a moment did he ask
me to stay or offer a moments ease, a cup of tea, or inquire as to where I was heading.
There was no farewell as up the road and into a different life I went walking.

Brothers should I leave you 
And travel life for years without you
And should I never return to our home
Remember it was I who journeyed alone
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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Winter Avatar
March 27, 2009 at 6:21 PM
Just a tiny piece of a story, maybe in the middle. Makes me want to know the before and the after too. So sorry for the obvious pain and hurt. Such affective writing. Love, Shar
Higgins Avatar
March 27, 2009 at 4:54 PM
This is a heartbreaking piece to read.. you dug deep and wrote this wonderfully.. the pain gets lesser over time..at least i hope so...be well Colin and keep on purging the soul.
Bulger Avatar
March 27, 2009 at 2:10 PM
Okay Colin, you can quit now... you stirred enough emotions within me today my friend, I was losing it for real when I read in entirity. Man, you have a great gift! :)
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