Family Secrets

After all,
he taught Bible study
at our local church.

Mother caught him
kissing her cousin, Marie,
in the kitchen.

He groped cousin Anna
under the water
as we swam in the pond.
Anna’s mother told mine.

My thirteenth birthday,
in his eyes, meant
that I was fair game.
I resisted, threaten to tell.

Again, Mother caught him
lying on the hall floor
before an open door
with head hung down
to watch sister and I
shower in the basement.

A lifetime of dread
for the next incident
when, or what, or who.
Always uncomfortable
in his presence.

Thirty-five years,
the ugly secret kept,
for Mother’s sake.

In my heart, 
sweet relief felt,
on the day he died.

Copyright © | Year Posted 2014



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Date: 12/22/2014 1:15:00 PM
Such secrets do have a grip until a predator is stopped; even by death. Moving.
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Date: 12/22/2014 5:04:00 PM
Absolutely. Mother stopped him. She protected us. But she stayed with him. Very few outside the immediate family ever knew.
Date: 12/19/2014 5:06:00 PM
so sad that things like this happen. you've told the story very well, cona...
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Cona Adams
Date: 12/19/2014 7:27:00 PM
Yes, it is sad, but I think that I am a stronger person for having faced difficulty and risen above it. I do wish that we had known a better man as our father, but Mother was an amazing woman. In my mind, she more than made up for his weaknesses.
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