Family Love Family Scars

is it ethical if he says he hates his family? they did him wrong but then the world will say- "god help this child possessed by the spirit he's the one in the wrong". he tries to find a reason to love them, because he is in debt for raising the man he is now but then again, they reminds him- his existence is wrong. he is not saying he hate his family if so, then they hate him too the reason for this is far beyond this poet's understanding they also loves him, giving him a crown of jewels but imposing something upon him that was never his to begin with- to carry the weight of stones they bore. and the arguments, the words thrown at his prime it is hard for him to breathe sometimes he's locked in a dungeon he can't escape