Family Law

Family Law

Immaturity comes from lack of knowledge.
This sheltered woman was raised polished
To not speak up against the man's ways.
Lest I got a bare ass lesson in shame.

I ran away from my parents loud silence
To an older man's quest for compliance.
Away from the mental screams for attention,
Where my child was used as a weapon.

Later married where lessons were served
Rough, ragged, bruised, screams unnerved,
Choked. My own child watching wild-eyed;
Learned to accept my fate - taught blind.

Terror great in my child's eye trying to choose
To help or listen, who should she listen to?
I knew that it should of never been a decision
Between either of the instructions given.

The days grew longer and the fights pursued.
Faith has been broken, battered, bruised
My child watched her mom and dad fight
I was punished for trying to prove I was right
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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Romios Avatar
March 19, 2019 at 9:41 AM
Whoa, a powerful poem indeed! So hard in some families to grow up afraid to speak and far worse. I have seen some awful teachers hit children when they express joy and also humiliate them to the point of tears. So glad I do not have to witness that now! Bless all children and families, too Love, Panagiota
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March 5, 2021 at 11:19 PM
Recently updated this poem if you dont mind re-reading it, I'd appreciate it. I tried sharing with my young adult child and it choked me up to where ai couldnt read it to her because it is such an emotional experience for me, so I very much appreciate your time.
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March 19, 2019 at 12:07 PM
to shelter one is to protect them up until a point, how far does that grip expand?
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March 19, 2019 at 1:22 AM
So sad, and so true; a "wow" in that way. It is difficult to hear the truth like this, but some of us hear and can fully empathize. We do not understand, but we can empathize.
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March 5, 2021 at 11:22 PM
Stopping by to reshare a poem you so kindly took the time to read years ago. I recently updated it to feel more correct to me. Thank you.
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March 19, 2019 at 12:05 PM
yes the reality of some peoples version of "love" can be frightening
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September 14, 2018 at 3:34 AM
Frankii, it's very heart breaking when children have to bear the pointed edges of adult mistakes. I know the marks it can leave. Please know you are in my prayers. Reta
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March 5, 2021 at 11:21 PM
You are correct. I recently updated my poem, and am resharing with those that have commented. Thank you.
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March 19, 2019 at 10:31 AM
yes, for myself when young, I remember attending events...seeing booths for child abuse, and wondering about those hidden under the clutches of mental abuse... sad, real sad
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