False Securities

Scars never completely fade Nightmares enter the mind When the world fades to grey Fading away from all your insecurities Pushed away from all these False securities You say I’ll put this bullet to my chest I’m done being caught up In this mess Hurt is all I ever see So just kill me Pull the trigger! You’re pushed one way To another You’re there one day Gone another Your arms are getting pulled apart Still no one knows who you are No one knows what you want You say I’ll put this bullet to my chest I’m done being caught up In this mess Hurt is all I ever see So just kill me Pull the trigger! You wanted to believe In this family you thought You once had You want to be The hope you wanna see But nothing ever goes your way No one gives you the time of day You say I’ll put this bullet to my chest I’m done being caught up In this mess Hurt is all I ever see So just kill me Pull the trigger! Can’t you see They will always let you down Can’t you see We will always let you down Sin is carved in our bones You will always be left alone Don’t trust in me Trust in God He is the hope You need to see You say I’ll put this bullet to my chest I’m done being caught up In this mess Hurt is all I ever see So just kill me Pull the trigger! I am a failure I fail all my endeavors But I still have everything I need God is all I need to Succeed!