Fallouts

Oh my dearest, she who my whole yearns for , She who was boldly drafted in the future of mine Now very distant, far gone , breaking my all Where was I at fault? Were my transgressions so great to let it fly ? Dawns swiftly metamorphosing into dusks memories of her , the sweet toned voice ,brings me near tears maybe not now , maybe not in the coming years , but my mind hopefully will ditch these heart piercing flashbacks. Heart vigorously pounding, enticing suicidal thoughts. Unending streams from my eyes ,making me taste salts Nothing and nothing seems exciting. Maybe one day, or some day , this pain will grow wings , enabling it to fly away. To get my smile back ,yes I might sound like a fool Because my happiness has always and forever,laid in you .